2/2/26

 Heyyy im back was home so I didnt feel like writing the blog..

So we woke up after 6am got ready to leva efor college mom packed me homemade pickles and Payasam it was really good. Had breakfast. Usually my cousins drops me off to the bus stand but as he didnt pick up his phone i went on my own and luckily I immediately got the bus or else I had to walk till the 2nd bus stop which is not that far only a km away. 

At 7:15 got my bus i had my study notes on my phone which i tried to study in the bsu but my attention span was really slow 💀 so I was still at the same page..  

We reached our hostel did our hair and basic makeup for college and left early . I met my friend shivani who was studying at the auditorium i thought it was a good idea and decided to study there instead of the usual library place. 

I really enjoyed stduying there. Classes were alright. Somehow I felt really bored during the luncj break we went out. My mood was lifted when I was with my friends in the afternoon classes.

Came back from the hostel immediately had a bath, exercised for 15min while my friends went out. I wanted to study from 5pm to 7pm. But i was laying down feeling numb i decided to call my friend after an hour of being like this and even though the weight didnt lift off i was glad I called her to determine what I would do next. 

I saw a reel on instagram which brought ne back to my normal state. It talked about when Satan tempted jesus and jesus fought him with scriptures and likewise we must do the same or else we will be stuck in the same cycle again and again which was happening with me . 

I immediately recalled a verse which says do not be weary of doing good for at the right time you shall reap a harvest if you do not give up. 

This encouraged me to get back to studying. Had dinner and completed the juns 4 wins 

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