Livelife

 17/2/26 Problem: Talking without pauses Talking without pauses means to speak continously without taking a breath and not articulating your next sentence. Talking without pauses also means you blurt out everything in your mind without giving your mind the time to think.  The issue here is that the audience won't be able to understand what you are trying to convey. The words become scattered. You start to panic. It becomes especially difficult when you are trying to lead because if you do not yourself be able to convey what you want to be done in an understandable, calm, composed and articulate manner, the people who are hearing you won't give you the attention nor would they respect you enough in order to do that task.  What you say is what you are. A slip of the tongue can cost you your reputation, job and even your relationship.  There is nothing good about speaking fast or without pauses...  So what is the reason for speaking fast and without pauses?  I...

 Heyy, day 3 of being at my grandparents house! Woke up after 6am I prayed by 6:45 i was up walking outside after 8am i made a plan and started studying. The study session was boring my attention span is less than 2min which i need to improve upon. Had tapioca today. Grandma made me chicken  She gave me the liver piece that I love so much. It's when people remember what I love that I feel truly loved <3. Towards the afternoon i prepared notes and then from 3to 6:30 i was idk just there existing then I went to sleep with my grandma. I had egg puffs in the evening I studied forawhile and yeah that's all. Nothing notable happened today.  Im really grateful for my grandparents, my parents, friends and teachers and also most importantly the love of my God. 

 Heyy so I woke up at 5:20am today. Did my usual routine. Studied for awhile. Got ready quickly and left early today to study outside  I was feeling blue in the morning so instead prayed about it . I was jolly the whole day in college until we had to see our principle to talk about getting us a leave tomorrow. I told him that we needed to self study and so on and he talked about why we didn't stduy beforehand and everything. But there are students who even after stduying from the start wish to have study leaves. Idk what kind of impression he has of me but im glad I tried speaking up about it.  I already missed my 1st bus to my grandparents place so I waited until 6pm and there was no bus available. A dude at the bus stand noticed me being anxious and started asking a lot of questions I quickly called my friend and then I went to my seniors who were sitting opposite to me after that the guy left immediately on his scooter. I came back to hostel with my other hostelmates. ...

 Heyyy im back was home so I didnt feel like writing the blog.. So we woke up after 6am got ready to leva efor college mom packed me homemade pickles and Payasam it was really good. Had breakfast. Usually my cousins drops me off to the bus stand but as he didnt pick up his phone i went on my own and luckily I immediately got the bus or else I had to walk till the 2nd bus stop which is not that far only a km away.  At 7:15 got my bus i had my study notes on my phone which i tried to study in the bsu but my attention span was really slow 💀 so I was still at the same page..   We reached our hostel did our hair and basic makeup for college and left early . I met my friend shivani who was studying at the auditorium i thought it was a good idea and decided to study there instead of the usual library place.  I really enjoyed stduying there. Classes were alright. Somehow I felt really bored during the luncj break we went out. My mood was lifted when I was with my frien...

I slept at 12am half asleep already by 11 on the desk woke up at 4am energized myself with exercises I prayed and not knowing what to stduy and being half asleep I went to sleep again at 6am until 7:15 for breakfast. Classes ended by 1pm today. I decided to meet my school friend whilst buying myself perfume. It was nice it felt like a long time I saw her and it was.  I had a bad hair and skin day today. I am already very conscious about my acne and today it seemed all the more worse altogether. I felt depressed throughout the day. Came home I made some tea for my father we had jackfruit I did some work and im totally tired now. All I want to do rn is scroll through instagram and do nothing.  That's all for today.. Goodnight 

The night before I decided to exercise immediately after waking up at 4 I kept my alarm it didnt ring... I heard the door lock when gloriya opened it and I woke up it was 4:04am I exercised I wanted to go back to sleep but I didnt because juns 4wins was something i was really committed to. I brushed my teeth face wash etc. I had my alone time for almost 45minutes where I read the bible. After 5:30am I fell asleep while sitting i woke myself up and studied for awhile. At 6:45 I attended chapel.  College was boring as usual I did not have a good mood I kept myself calm. During the break I went out with gloriya to get some fresh air she had some fever so she wasnt really in the mood of walking. But still she accompanied me to the ground where I embraced the beauty of nature.  I came back but still I wasn't happy. Anyways I concentrated in class I tried to lol. It was actually an overall good day for me. Im learning new things each day.  The one thing im not satisfied with is...