Livelife

 I have sleep schedule of sleeping for 5 and a half hours. I dont sleep as soon as i get on the bed but I take 5-15min. I wake up at 4am. I concentrated really well in the 1st period of economics but just before the break and during the break I was really tired. I just wanted to sleep. I dont know if it is because I am not getting at least 6 hours of sleep maybe scientifically its because of that but I need to train my brain to adjust with this sleep.  Even in the future as a lawyer I wont get any time to sleep so practicing now itself will be beneficial.  Often times when we feel tired or sleepy we immediately go to sleep. That is when we do not have a system or goals that we need to achieve.  Plans should be flexible that is I should have time to rest in between the day. I must keep a time to think about things which distract ne during the day.  Focusing on bible verses such as " Jesus is the wine and i am the branch" and those who wait on the lord will renew ...

 17/2/26 Problem: Talking without pauses Talking without pauses means to speak continously without taking a breath and not articulating your next sentence. Talking without pauses also means you blurt out everything in your mind without giving your mind the time to think.  The issue here is that the audience won't be able to understand what you are trying to convey. The words become scattered. You start to panic. It becomes especially difficult when you are trying to lead because if you do not yourself be able to convey what you want to be done in an understandable, calm, composed and articulate manner, the people who are hearing you won't give you the attention nor would they respect you enough in order to do that task.  What you say is what you are. A slip of the tongue can cost you your reputation, job and even your relationship.  There is nothing good about speaking fast or without pauses...  So what is the reason for speaking fast and without pauses?  I...

 Heyy, day 3 of being at my grandparents house! Woke up after 6am I prayed by 6:45 i was up walking outside after 8am i made a plan and started studying. The study session was boring my attention span is less than 2min which i need to improve upon. Had tapioca today. Grandma made me chicken  She gave me the liver piece that I love so much. It's when people remember what I love that I feel truly loved <3. Towards the afternoon i prepared notes and then from 3to 6:30 i was idk just there existing then I went to sleep with my grandma. I had egg puffs in the evening I studied forawhile and yeah that's all. Nothing notable happened today.  Im really grateful for my grandparents, my parents, friends and teachers and also most importantly the love of my God. 

 Heyy so I woke up at 5:20am today. Did my usual routine. Studied for awhile. Got ready quickly and left early today to study outside  I was feeling blue in the morning so instead prayed about it . I was jolly the whole day in college until we had to see our principle to talk about getting us a leave tomorrow. I told him that we needed to self study and so on and he talked about why we didn't stduy beforehand and everything. But there are students who even after stduying from the start wish to have study leaves. Idk what kind of impression he has of me but im glad I tried speaking up about it.  I already missed my 1st bus to my grandparents place so I waited until 6pm and there was no bus available. A dude at the bus stand noticed me being anxious and started asking a lot of questions I quickly called my friend and then I went to my seniors who were sitting opposite to me after that the guy left immediately on his scooter. I came back to hostel with my other hostelmates. ...

 Heyyy im back was home so I didnt feel like writing the blog.. So we woke up after 6am got ready to leva efor college mom packed me homemade pickles and Payasam it was really good. Had breakfast. Usually my cousins drops me off to the bus stand but as he didnt pick up his phone i went on my own and luckily I immediately got the bus or else I had to walk till the 2nd bus stop which is not that far only a km away.  At 7:15 got my bus i had my study notes on my phone which i tried to study in the bsu but my attention span was really slow 💀 so I was still at the same page..   We reached our hostel did our hair and basic makeup for college and left early . I met my friend shivani who was studying at the auditorium i thought it was a good idea and decided to study there instead of the usual library place.  I really enjoyed stduying there. Classes were alright. Somehow I felt really bored during the luncj break we went out. My mood was lifted when I was with my frien...