31/12/25

 Problem: not being able to wake up at 4a

Until 10th grade, i was able to wake up at 4am or earlier to study. My friends were the opposite they could study late till night but not wake up early. I started staying up late with them to study and that's when my problem of waking up early also began. 

So just sleep early right? I tried that too but I still ended up waking up late. It was also due to overwhelmningness about all that I had to finish and do that kept me in bed. But now im trying to get better by breaking things down, planning, and using my energy well. 

I want to wake up at 4am and sleep at 12 . 4 hours of sleep each day. Well that is what I have to do if I need to study 2 courses at the same time. So I would need to sacrifice my sleep. 

Edison needed only 3-4 hours of sleep with strategic naps occasionally as he considered more hours of sleep was a waste of time. 

I am tired of prioritizing my sleep over my goals the more I sleep the more anxiety depression and negative thoughts increase. I want to be awake. 

Why do I need to wake up at 4am? 

To prepare myself for the day, to spent some time with myself without the disruption of others. Exercising, spending time in my hobbies and spending time in the word. 

I want to be disciplined I want to pass my cs executive both modules in June and the professional in December. I also want to do well in my college exams if all this is God's will. I want to be hardworking. 

Solution 

Imagine yourself waking early at 4am in the evening and being disciplined. Make a routine of first exercising your body, do a hobby like editing or dancing for 15min and 15min of learning a new thing and 15min of journalling or praying. 

I really want to retire my Dad and give my mom and dad everything. They gave me all luxury if its God's I want to give back to them. 

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