19/12/25

 I woke up at 6:44 am quickly brushed my teeth and hurried to church. Had breakfast and i was feeling stressed because I had to complete a lot of homework and study for my test. My friend asked me to straighten her hair which I refused but I still did her hairstyle. I head to college. Fortunately we did not have the test I completed my homework of almost 7 pages of economics quickly during class and submitted it during the break. But I kinda wish that I had done it more sincerely like my friend shivani had. She was writing the homework until 3am writing maximum content in it . I realized that I was only doing it so that I could get it down I was not thinking of my university exam. In the afternoon my friend told me a guy had a crush on me. Tbh I didnt really know how to react so I was just laughing lol. She said that the guy said I had a special beauty. Idk what he meant by that but whatever. I never really noticed that guy and in the evening while I was getting down the stairs he was there in front of me. My friend Mydi put her hand on my shoulder and I laughed saying I forgot cause I had forgotten that she also was there when my friend told me about him.. I was going home that day took my big bag and went home. On the bus I was sitting last of a 3 bench. When the people near me had to get out I had to get out of my seat. I thought that it would be easier if the next people would get in so I asked teh girl standing to seat and she told me to seat inside I asked her. I did I felt so stupid lol. It was obviously easier for the people who had to get out earlier to sit last i wasnt thinking properly 😭 . I reached home did my 45minute walk had a bath studied until like 10pm I was supposed to study until 12 but yeah I fell asleep.. thats all 

Things I learned

Always do what your teacher tells you with dedication. Make a to do list and finish it even if it gets late for you to sleep. 

When I am in a difficult spot of not knowing what to do remind myself of who I am, what situation im in and what would someone like me do. Suppose im in a situation where I do not know how to respond to someone saying that they like me. I tell myself I am an intelligent person and someone like me would respond saying that they need to get to know them before jumping into something serious. 

When you workout make sure your heat is racing thats when you are actually doing the work. Spend only 15 minutes on excercise the rest on learning about your skin and taking care of it. 

Have a goal for each day and complete it.